Random Words

Work was a little heavy these days and internet connection in my office wasn't really good. I was kind of pissed with it that i gave up logging into blogger.com and decided not to blog at all. When i get home, it's already like close to midnight and i need the sleep.
Initially, i would further blog about part 3 of marie digby but then i tend to not have any pictures with me when i've access to the internet. Ironic isn't it? >.<

Let's see, this post would be probably be some ramblings and queries about how life would be.

Trust is what most people would tend not to have for people around them till they get acquainted for a pro-long period of time and yet there are people who would trust a total stranger without doubt. How does trust come about when we often question even those closest to us? We would go home, talk to our parents and even doubt what they just told you because you probably think that they are old and ignorant. We go have some drinking sessions with your boys / girls but do you actually believe every word that they told you?

Who would you trust your belongings with? Who would you trust your life with?

We would assume trust is something which is really simple and straight forward but in actual reality, trust is something hard to earn and GOD DAMN easy to lose. Once you've lost the trust it would take alot more than the first time to gain your creditability.

Relationships are built on trust... whether if it's a love relationship, family ties, working colleagues and any sort of relationship possible. How far would a relationship go if there isn't trust? Trust comes from both side as we would never asked to be trusted but present ourself to be worthy of trust. It's something gained and not asked for or rather not purchased with words and false action. Meanings of trust is something resembles what we call the link between souls.

When two individuals are related in any sort of situation, there are link for a common cause and they would have to trust each other in order to accomplish whatever they are meant to. Emotionals are dependent on how we are willing to rely on the other.


Compromising what we have and what we are about to have for the sake of that someone in our life that eventually might even leave us for something they believe to be true and worthy. Are we even in the right state of mind to judge what is right for us and what is worthy of our time? We think of the worse things that the person might be when we have lost trust in the person and if we actually have the trust on a total stranger, i am willing to even put my life in his hand. Afterall, it is what we've done that allow others to trust us; not what we tell others--I don't think going around asking people to trust you is efficient.

As we move ahead in life, the people that we allow ourself to trust reduces because of the fall and the obstacles that we've been through making us more defensive and less naive / gullible. The defence mechanism is purely something we never intend to put up but it is the best way we can survive in this harsh world of deceptions and deceits


Never about what i've just said about the things i burped out--what should i be doing now eh? oh yes, i am now in the office with two of my designers trying to work out the artwork and visuals for my presentation tomorrow. There are just so many things i would like to talk about but my mind seem to be clogged up and unable to further exploit all the words i intend to use but somehow, it just got lost in the sea of words.

Sight seen,

Touch felt,

Scent sniffed,

Words are to be kept.

p/s: hoping to further post about marie digby part 3 and about XLive and more FOOD~!