Dedicated Post

Thank you Lim Pei Man. hope your dad gets better everyday.


Sorry for not being able to react to the way everyone has expected me to, for that i'm sorry to the entire world for being the sucker, sore loser, asshole, jerk, bastard, and definitely some emotional guy. Despite all of this, i guess all i could say is that....
Thank you.



this would the last chapter in unclejosh's entry.


p/s: all the best to you guys and thanks for coming by. btw, i've deleted my facebook to start anew.

Random Slot

Reading through the blog's much previous post and this song came about... just thought of putting it out... wanting to share how it felt because it was more than beautiful, it was purely miracle.



No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

--

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.




how life is just so different just within a short span of time. FML.

Innocence

smiles true from the heart of being happy. being innocent in a point where the simplest things makes you smile...



laughters are meant to release that sense of joy in you,
smiles are meant to portray that happiness you've.

this is one picture i took from a dinner i covered. the girl never smile throughout the entire night except for this once and it just cheers me up that even a cool girl would have the happy side. it triggered much thoughts after that. smiles are one of the free attributes that a person can share with everyone around them. sincere onces are priceless yet it doesn't cost a thing.




darkness reigning over the atmosphere,
recollecting what's left along the path,
spinning in the whirlpool of thoughts,
undermining what could it have been,

seeking that missing piece of puzzle,
wondering how to put on that smile,
knowing tears would roll down the cheeks,
eventhough time never stopped moving.


-random thoughts always seeps through my mind

Miscellany

jumbled up items, mixed up feelings, unsorted emotions...



seemingly simple items placed together would have that meaning that you might decipher as nothing important. when two items with separate meanings placed together, it would often bring about new thoughts.

separate and unrelated items might contradict each other or complement each other.

how often two individuals from different places could meet at that one place that would be the last time for one and the first for the other. able to be placed together in an occasion that seem to be meaningless for everyone else. what came after is something that changed the life of the both individual.

people come, people go. feelings come, feelings linger.

enchanting moment--stumblin' motions, trippin' sensations, fumblin' emotions, sinkin' thoughts, slippin' moves, flippin' butterflies, and tumblin' senses.



last time there,
first time there,
meeting at the point of transition,
savouring the very sensation.

Dawdling

dawdle dawdle dawdle.... :D



people say a picture means a thousand words.... how about a thousand pictures? would that mean a thousand of thousand words? :D that's a MILLION~! wow.... perhaps i should start doing it... :D

dawdle dawdle.... dawdling to the train before it takes off.... dawdle dawdle off to the train station.... i'm being entirely random now.... just felt like posting up a picture.... but decided not to leave the it too bare without words...

had two assignments today... not too bad... :D i even did some community services while doing the first assignment... :P kakakakakakakakakakakakakaka.... feel abit tinggi now...

cheers people... have a good night sleep on a tuesday night....



dawdle to the point,
dally to the dot,
strolling to the place,
ambling to move.

Never Drink and Drive

Hey Ho~ how many of you drink and drive? of course we all do~ we drink water while driving, we go yam cha for coffee and tea and still drive home... RIGHT? :D

but then again... johnie walker decided to have this campaign of "never drink(alcohol) and drive" which is a awareness campaign of always having a designated driver who would drive all of you drunkards home. that would mean selecting a SCAPEGOAT who can't drink but look at you guys have fun... hahahaha... :P

eitherway... they had this contest where they would select winners to be a passenger in the super car(close to being a F1) with Mika Hakkinen driving them around Sepang F1 Circuit--sad case for Mika.... from two time World Champion down to a chaffeur ferrying passenger around the track... :P



itu passenger ada camera tahu~


didn't expect to capture it with flame though... hahaha...


anywayz, i do not intend to post pictures of mika himself as you probably can google up a few thousands of his face... i probably only have about a few dozens of it only.

anyway, this is what took my sunday morning, afternoon and evening away. TIRED~! i doze off while waiting for dinner.... that showed how tired i was...



cruising with ease,
driving with tense,
speeding with joy,
only do it with a toy.

Unpleasantness

how many ways could you wish someone to have a good time or a pleasant time?
have a pleasant evening, have a good evening, have a great evening, have a wonderful evening, have a delightful evening, have a terrific evening, have a cheerful evening, have a ..... evening

whichever way it is, it often depends on how well you know the person... how often have you wished the person the same greeting... :D what about how unpleasantness that surges through your mind when you're unhappy?



cheers to those with unpleasant thoughts and god bless to those with great thoughts... :D


potent thoughts seep through time,
grateful minds understands,
mesmerizing person keeps time still,
loving moments triumphs over acrid ones.

Oblivious

is it posible to be completely unresponsive to the variables around to the extent that you're dub the oblivion one?

looking across the crowded space,
seeking for that familiar face,
knowing the unavoidable agonizing phase,
unwillingly to stop the gaze,

people gather round,
friends showing care,
family being concern,
none of which is treated amiable,

sighted upon that faithful bliss,
memories conceived,
a glimpse of felicity,
causing the brisk of agony,

oblivious to how people feel around you, oblivious to how things would be around you, and in fact--being totally IGNORANT!
:D

are you ignorant? or just plainly oblivious?


merely thoughts,
solely caprice,
evolving emotions,
monotonous feeling.

Momentus

removing oneself from whatever else that matters,
reciting whats on the "what matters" list,
reliving what matters,
holding on to what matters,
relinquishing those that matters,
realizing those that matters,

matters that would dissolve,
matters swarming over,
matters constructs,
matters that could detonate,
matters that might shatter,
matters that enlightens,

path less taken,
path less chosen,
less prefered path,
disliked path,
path leads to a different route,
path differs from the others

spaces in between,
fills that gap that bemuse,
murky waters replenishing the wells,
redolent scent in the air,
bigot cursing the atrocious harmony,
lives a system

occurences are often dismissed,
reflections become an insolence,
echoes unheard,
morals scavenged,
oneself hurt collecting shattered piece,
pride reputed to be in ruins

similar thoughts crossed,
we stitch what's in ours with those around,
weaving the relationship between us,
constructing that bond,
fragile as it may seem,
that's what keeps the world together.

living beholds your breath,
moving demands your strength,
elevating requires your mind,
ignorance drains the living life.

Ugly Truth

truth are generally hard to accept,
they are harsh and somehow it makes you wonder,
why the hell am i going through all these to begin with?

why is that so? because truth is UGLY. it's not something nice or beautiful where you could see blooming flowers and beautiful skies. it is more like your everyday life but it's something you have to accept. it would be so hard that you could hardly breath but suck it in, it is something you cannot change.

why treat things differently? but at times, we wonder what's the REAL truth beneath all those lies you've heard, seen or felt? would there be a bittersweet sensation that would make you forget all those ugliness? look at it, sense it, feel it and love it because you would be living with the truth. ladies and gentlemen, truth is nothing but the real fact that you would have to face in life. how you react to the truth would determine the following statement of your life--how things would be without you reacting harshly.

thrusting ahead of things and making sure you understand. frankly, this is just a glimpse of my thoughts on this Beautiful Wednesday Afternoon.

sorry, no pictures.... :P

Memoirs

This is post 222, not that many. Happilybroken was initially brokenchapters, it represent the chapters of my life broken down into separate post that i share. Happilybroken would be rather contradicting but it meant i'm sharing the happiness in my life in which are broken into separate chapters. Everything seem undone at a certain period.



One of the many things we hold close to our heart are the memories we carry along the journey of life. Despite it being the worst or the best. We do carry it along. It made a mark in that point in life and it was a turning point for most of us. Spreading off your wings and fly off the the unknown, only to reach the next branch. No one is able to just leap off and learn everything they could. Even a genius would fail one in a hundred times. We fall so know how it feel to fail therefore cherishing what's the best of it if we succeed.

Some say, come home to your roots. It has variety of meaning behind it--remember where you came from, remember what made you today, and definitely do not forgo your ownself.

Memories are merely thoughts in mind yet it is able to support you even in the worst of times. Looking upon photos, items, gifts or strolling down memory lane--it would makes you wonder off to places you forgot. Living in memories while leaving behind yourself. That is the sweetest part of every memory could offer.

We move on, we often move on with what we have and make do with what's available. We dread for the blessings bestowed upon us by those we cherish. We yearn for those that would put a smile on your face. Speaking of which, i think once we've found that one point in time to remember--no matter how far you walk, you would not let go off it because it is what made you who you're today.

Cheers people. Remember~ cherishing what's around you is more essential than to feel remorse over not doing it in the first place.


Mind conceives thoughts,
Thoughts surges through the head,
Amongst the thoughts,
Lays that one perfect picture.

Glistering Emotions

words conjured through thin air in the midst of deep thoughts,
phrases constructed through the singing melodies flowing through the vast plains in my head,
falling petals from the branches of an oak tree,
baffling sentences made through ripples in the water,

thoughts reflected in the still lake like a well polished jade,
emotions shone through the clouds like a sunburst,
feelings bloomed like the flowers on a spring day,
all of which makes everyday worth living.

swirling passion for it,
heart felt warmth for it,
besieged love for it,
longing for that yearning thought.

Eye In the Storm

Storm strucked the coast as i was driving pass.
The lightning litted up the whole sky. i could see all the way to the end of the coastline.
Storm seems to be a bad thing, the heavy downpour that could flood your house, the gushing wind that could tear your roof apart or topple your car, and lightnings that could struck you--actually rather hard to strike you unless you're in the middle of a empty field.

Strucked over and over again~!
hahaha...
while typing down this post... got a call that somehow didn't make my day.
:P
well... nevermind nevermind... we shall continue on

let's see... i was saying, how would things be when you hardly have any sort of visibility ahead of you. Pitch BLACK. at that point of time, any hint of beam would be to the greatest relieve.

frankly, i've no idea what am i typing now. my train of thoughts got disrupted. perhaps my next post, i could have more to write.


p/s: Eye on Malaysia is in Melaka.

seeking light in the cold darkness,
behind every light lays darkness,
what is happiness,
if you don't feel sadness.

oooooobeeeeb

Remember me? :P

been quite long since i have pictures of myself plastered right on the centre of my post apart from that vainpot picture of my blogheader.... :D

i will take you just the way you're,
i need to know that you will always be....
same old someone that i knew,

what would it take for you to believe in me...
like the way i believe in you....

muahaha... lovey dovey... but then... how many of you actually would be able to accomplish this? :D

we often remember the moments that took our breath away,
how about every moment you took your breath

single incident occured for a reason,
incidents occured for many reasons,
you smile for something,
and for your smile,
i smile too...

spring came,
after winter,
smiles came,
after tears,
does it?