Dedicated Post

Thank you Lim Pei Man. hope your dad gets better everyday.


Sorry for not being able to react to the way everyone has expected me to, for that i'm sorry to the entire world for being the sucker, sore loser, asshole, jerk, bastard, and definitely some emotional guy. Despite all of this, i guess all i could say is that....
Thank you.



this would the last chapter in unclejosh's entry.


p/s: all the best to you guys and thanks for coming by. btw, i've deleted my facebook to start anew.

Random Slot

Reading through the blog's much previous post and this song came about... just thought of putting it out... wanting to share how it felt because it was more than beautiful, it was purely miracle.



No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

--

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.




how life is just so different just within a short span of time. FML.

Innocence

smiles true from the heart of being happy. being innocent in a point where the simplest things makes you smile...



laughters are meant to release that sense of joy in you,
smiles are meant to portray that happiness you've.

this is one picture i took from a dinner i covered. the girl never smile throughout the entire night except for this once and it just cheers me up that even a cool girl would have the happy side. it triggered much thoughts after that. smiles are one of the free attributes that a person can share with everyone around them. sincere onces are priceless yet it doesn't cost a thing.




darkness reigning over the atmosphere,
recollecting what's left along the path,
spinning in the whirlpool of thoughts,
undermining what could it have been,

seeking that missing piece of puzzle,
wondering how to put on that smile,
knowing tears would roll down the cheeks,
eventhough time never stopped moving.


-random thoughts always seeps through my mind

Miscellany

jumbled up items, mixed up feelings, unsorted emotions...



seemingly simple items placed together would have that meaning that you might decipher as nothing important. when two items with separate meanings placed together, it would often bring about new thoughts.

separate and unrelated items might contradict each other or complement each other.

how often two individuals from different places could meet at that one place that would be the last time for one and the first for the other. able to be placed together in an occasion that seem to be meaningless for everyone else. what came after is something that changed the life of the both individual.

people come, people go. feelings come, feelings linger.

enchanting moment--stumblin' motions, trippin' sensations, fumblin' emotions, sinkin' thoughts, slippin' moves, flippin' butterflies, and tumblin' senses.



last time there,
first time there,
meeting at the point of transition,
savouring the very sensation.

Dawdling

dawdle dawdle dawdle.... :D



people say a picture means a thousand words.... how about a thousand pictures? would that mean a thousand of thousand words? :D that's a MILLION~! wow.... perhaps i should start doing it... :D

dawdle dawdle.... dawdling to the train before it takes off.... dawdle dawdle off to the train station.... i'm being entirely random now.... just felt like posting up a picture.... but decided not to leave the it too bare without words...

had two assignments today... not too bad... :D i even did some community services while doing the first assignment... :P kakakakakakakakakakakakakaka.... feel abit tinggi now...

cheers people... have a good night sleep on a tuesday night....



dawdle to the point,
dally to the dot,
strolling to the place,
ambling to move.

Never Drink and Drive

Hey Ho~ how many of you drink and drive? of course we all do~ we drink water while driving, we go yam cha for coffee and tea and still drive home... RIGHT? :D

but then again... johnie walker decided to have this campaign of "never drink(alcohol) and drive" which is a awareness campaign of always having a designated driver who would drive all of you drunkards home. that would mean selecting a SCAPEGOAT who can't drink but look at you guys have fun... hahahaha... :P

eitherway... they had this contest where they would select winners to be a passenger in the super car(close to being a F1) with Mika Hakkinen driving them around Sepang F1 Circuit--sad case for Mika.... from two time World Champion down to a chaffeur ferrying passenger around the track... :P



itu passenger ada camera tahu~


didn't expect to capture it with flame though... hahaha...


anywayz, i do not intend to post pictures of mika himself as you probably can google up a few thousands of his face... i probably only have about a few dozens of it only.

anyway, this is what took my sunday morning, afternoon and evening away. TIRED~! i doze off while waiting for dinner.... that showed how tired i was...



cruising with ease,
driving with tense,
speeding with joy,
only do it with a toy.

Unpleasantness

how many ways could you wish someone to have a good time or a pleasant time?
have a pleasant evening, have a good evening, have a great evening, have a wonderful evening, have a delightful evening, have a terrific evening, have a cheerful evening, have a ..... evening

whichever way it is, it often depends on how well you know the person... how often have you wished the person the same greeting... :D what about how unpleasantness that surges through your mind when you're unhappy?



cheers to those with unpleasant thoughts and god bless to those with great thoughts... :D


potent thoughts seep through time,
grateful minds understands,
mesmerizing person keeps time still,
loving moments triumphs over acrid ones.

Oblivious

is it posible to be completely unresponsive to the variables around to the extent that you're dub the oblivion one?

looking across the crowded space,
seeking for that familiar face,
knowing the unavoidable agonizing phase,
unwillingly to stop the gaze,

people gather round,
friends showing care,
family being concern,
none of which is treated amiable,

sighted upon that faithful bliss,
memories conceived,
a glimpse of felicity,
causing the brisk of agony,

oblivious to how people feel around you, oblivious to how things would be around you, and in fact--being totally IGNORANT!
:D

are you ignorant? or just plainly oblivious?


merely thoughts,
solely caprice,
evolving emotions,
monotonous feeling.

Momentus

removing oneself from whatever else that matters,
reciting whats on the "what matters" list,
reliving what matters,
holding on to what matters,
relinquishing those that matters,
realizing those that matters,

matters that would dissolve,
matters swarming over,
matters constructs,
matters that could detonate,
matters that might shatter,
matters that enlightens,

path less taken,
path less chosen,
less prefered path,
disliked path,
path leads to a different route,
path differs from the others

spaces in between,
fills that gap that bemuse,
murky waters replenishing the wells,
redolent scent in the air,
bigot cursing the atrocious harmony,
lives a system

occurences are often dismissed,
reflections become an insolence,
echoes unheard,
morals scavenged,
oneself hurt collecting shattered piece,
pride reputed to be in ruins

similar thoughts crossed,
we stitch what's in ours with those around,
weaving the relationship between us,
constructing that bond,
fragile as it may seem,
that's what keeps the world together.

living beholds your breath,
moving demands your strength,
elevating requires your mind,
ignorance drains the living life.

Ugly Truth

truth are generally hard to accept,
they are harsh and somehow it makes you wonder,
why the hell am i going through all these to begin with?

why is that so? because truth is UGLY. it's not something nice or beautiful where you could see blooming flowers and beautiful skies. it is more like your everyday life but it's something you have to accept. it would be so hard that you could hardly breath but suck it in, it is something you cannot change.

why treat things differently? but at times, we wonder what's the REAL truth beneath all those lies you've heard, seen or felt? would there be a bittersweet sensation that would make you forget all those ugliness? look at it, sense it, feel it and love it because you would be living with the truth. ladies and gentlemen, truth is nothing but the real fact that you would have to face in life. how you react to the truth would determine the following statement of your life--how things would be without you reacting harshly.

thrusting ahead of things and making sure you understand. frankly, this is just a glimpse of my thoughts on this Beautiful Wednesday Afternoon.

sorry, no pictures.... :P

Memoirs

This is post 222, not that many. Happilybroken was initially brokenchapters, it represent the chapters of my life broken down into separate post that i share. Happilybroken would be rather contradicting but it meant i'm sharing the happiness in my life in which are broken into separate chapters. Everything seem undone at a certain period.



One of the many things we hold close to our heart are the memories we carry along the journey of life. Despite it being the worst or the best. We do carry it along. It made a mark in that point in life and it was a turning point for most of us. Spreading off your wings and fly off the the unknown, only to reach the next branch. No one is able to just leap off and learn everything they could. Even a genius would fail one in a hundred times. We fall so know how it feel to fail therefore cherishing what's the best of it if we succeed.

Some say, come home to your roots. It has variety of meaning behind it--remember where you came from, remember what made you today, and definitely do not forgo your ownself.

Memories are merely thoughts in mind yet it is able to support you even in the worst of times. Looking upon photos, items, gifts or strolling down memory lane--it would makes you wonder off to places you forgot. Living in memories while leaving behind yourself. That is the sweetest part of every memory could offer.

We move on, we often move on with what we have and make do with what's available. We dread for the blessings bestowed upon us by those we cherish. We yearn for those that would put a smile on your face. Speaking of which, i think once we've found that one point in time to remember--no matter how far you walk, you would not let go off it because it is what made you who you're today.

Cheers people. Remember~ cherishing what's around you is more essential than to feel remorse over not doing it in the first place.


Mind conceives thoughts,
Thoughts surges through the head,
Amongst the thoughts,
Lays that one perfect picture.

Glistering Emotions

words conjured through thin air in the midst of deep thoughts,
phrases constructed through the singing melodies flowing through the vast plains in my head,
falling petals from the branches of an oak tree,
baffling sentences made through ripples in the water,

thoughts reflected in the still lake like a well polished jade,
emotions shone through the clouds like a sunburst,
feelings bloomed like the flowers on a spring day,
all of which makes everyday worth living.

swirling passion for it,
heart felt warmth for it,
besieged love for it,
longing for that yearning thought.

Eye In the Storm

Storm strucked the coast as i was driving pass.
The lightning litted up the whole sky. i could see all the way to the end of the coastline.
Storm seems to be a bad thing, the heavy downpour that could flood your house, the gushing wind that could tear your roof apart or topple your car, and lightnings that could struck you--actually rather hard to strike you unless you're in the middle of a empty field.

Strucked over and over again~!
hahaha...
while typing down this post... got a call that somehow didn't make my day.
:P
well... nevermind nevermind... we shall continue on

let's see... i was saying, how would things be when you hardly have any sort of visibility ahead of you. Pitch BLACK. at that point of time, any hint of beam would be to the greatest relieve.

frankly, i've no idea what am i typing now. my train of thoughts got disrupted. perhaps my next post, i could have more to write.


p/s: Eye on Malaysia is in Melaka.

seeking light in the cold darkness,
behind every light lays darkness,
what is happiness,
if you don't feel sadness.

oooooobeeeeb

Remember me? :P

been quite long since i have pictures of myself plastered right on the centre of my post apart from that vainpot picture of my blogheader.... :D

i will take you just the way you're,
i need to know that you will always be....
same old someone that i knew,

what would it take for you to believe in me...
like the way i believe in you....

muahaha... lovey dovey... but then... how many of you actually would be able to accomplish this? :D

we often remember the moments that took our breath away,
how about every moment you took your breath

single incident occured for a reason,
incidents occured for many reasons,
you smile for something,
and for your smile,
i smile too...

spring came,
after winter,
smiles came,
after tears,
does it?

Blue Skies with white ornaments

Everyday looking at the pale greyish white skies we've in KL is really boring... in fact, it makes you wake up every morning losin' that motivation.

Wake up to this every morning... :D



Doesn't it makes you a more cheerful person? No heavy traffic on the highway, with the train near your house, shopping mall with all your needs only 5 minutes away.

Always wanting to wake up in the morning to a clear blue sky... i guess now that i do see it, i don't get all that happy eh... but i did smile to myself and thought... *thinks* *thinks* and further smiling to myself sillily.... :D what about you?


morning sun,
fluffy clouds,
blue skies,
a smiling face.

Believing

Look Up! We if often look up when in deep thoughts (*nods nods... i know some of you stare into mid air or down--just trying to fit my words for the picture above ma... ish)

anyway, we choose to believe in something or someone despite the fact that we do not know them. its based on the first impression given (for things, probably packaging). that leap of faith in hopes that you would land on that invisible bridge to cross over. Some people say, seeing is believing but what you see might not be all true. Why on earth did we have 5 senses but only rely on one to believe in something? Personally, i believe we have 6 senses-- nono... NOT 6th sense the movie but touch, see, hear, smell, taste and of course FEEL! Feelings and emotions are the key difference.

when you meet someone at some convention, you probably see how they look and how the portray themselves. Next, hear if they speak appropriately and accents,slangs and fluency are bonus. if they do walk pass you, see if their scent or fragrance is something you fancy. Well, i doubt if you would go and tase and touch them. what makes you want to know them? perhaps approach them? or perhaps allow them to approach you. you felt their warmth, sincerity, and perhaps concern after deducing from the other 3 senses.

you choose to believe that they are decent and you believe that they meant no harm eventhough you know nuts about them. i'm sure many of you have done this. without a doubt, there's always bad feedback and misfortunate incidents. does that stop you from believing in others? it doesn't stop you but it does hinder you from ever believing in others without having a slight doubt of their over-friendliness. eventually, you would learn to love the person for who they are despite the amount of bombardment about them.

We choose to believe in something or someone because we're who we decide to be and we decide

who to believe.

people,
I believe you and i still do.

daunting moments,
deterring decisions,
believe in the odds,
believe in what you chose.

Motionless

How would things be when you're living that point in time stationary.

Outer Space has no gravity and there's practically no elements as it's vacuum. If something were to be let off, it would not move at all. Not for a million years. On the other hand, if you throw something in space--it would continue travelling towards that direction for as long as it still has the movement energy.

What would you do if you've no drive to move on in life? That only hope and wish broken shatter upon impact.

People move on ahead because there's the support and help from people around you. Letting go off what's in the past and embrace the future while living the present. How do people move on if they are the one who was left behind? while struggling to live the present a day at a time and what's left of the future for them?

Remove yourself from being the excuse and become a reason to move on? Allowing things to move along? Dwell yourself in something else rather than drowning yourself in sorrows? Control your feelings as you're who you choose to become? Do not let others spoil your mood? Believe in yourself? There's just so many motivational quotes that i think these are the ones that i think sounds more appraising.

Does it work as easy as its said? How have it work for you so far? Are you able to just leap off the bed and smile while you dress up to party? Does that shirt/dress hanging in your wardrobe reminds you of how you guys went shopping together, you tried it on for him/her to see and finally decided to buy each other something? That pair of shoe/heels in the shoe rack is the same pair you wore for the previous anniversary. Perhaps the accessories you have on your table seem to be all from him/her? scrolling through your phone book to call your buddies/girls out to party... seeing his/her name with that cute symbols or nickname.

When you're finally in the car, that pillow you guys shopped together on a weekend sometime ago. That scratch on the door because of the time you guys made out together one your first date. Driving out to town, passing through all those shops you guys shopped, dine and browse before. On the road that reminds you of how you guys argued while driving home.

Alas, you're in the club... all your friends are happy drinking and partying... you seem couples in the club, you see people making out, you suddenly saw someone who resembles him/her. Your heart skips a bit then realized it isn't him/her. The disappointment instilled inside you make your night worse. Downing that shot that someone offered you just make it worst! Alcohol plus sorrows = Drowning yourself more.

Perhaps, i'm just making these up but then again... perhaps you would agree? Able to relate?
hahahaha....

CAUGHT YOU!!!!

you're heartbroken if you're really able to relate. As much as you want to deny and think that you're able to move on abit, you're back in square one. You know why?
You probably found that one but you've lost it--not because you only realize/wake up after you lose it but because you do not know how to treat something so delicate with the proper caution. Mistakes happen, stupidility is often accompanied with idiocy. We often take for granted on what's laid before us but did YOU not take anyone for granted before? have YOU not done any mistakes before? or perhaps, are YOU certain that you're not making any mistakes now?




Living life is motion in progress,
Leading a life is motion progressing,
Appreciating life is life in motion,
Losing any of these and,
Motionless life shall be.

Round & Round

Was out of town for a bit and on my way back, i went to melaka for the chicken rice ball and nyonya food... it was GREAT~! walking back to my car, i came across this... :D




The colors definitely cheered me up... hope you would be cheered up by it too....



Colors are something important in life... i've always been a big fan of black and white photography but colors are essential in our everyday life as we often see grey skies and we would end up seeing everything else grey....

people come and go in life but there are those would leave a mark in our life, that paragraph in that chapter of your life.... why let it be in black ink? why not add some colors to it? in fact, a lot of these people leave colorful memories for us to cherish....



Colors fill up the world,
Colors make up the world,
Colors beautifies the world,
Colors makes us feel that the world is a better place.

SuperGT Hype

i know i'm more than a week late to post any of these up... oh well... i'm sorry if i'm a little laggy with my blog... :)

anyway... i was shooting in sepang and the sun was either scorching or heavy rain.... damn...



japanese unpacking and getting their pit ready to show off and of course for the race...


well... i don't have much pictures to show... sorry ya... only one picture of the pit.... T_T
i only got to go in to shoot the pit before being asked to leave.... so unfortunate of me....
don't get angry for making you read only a post with one picture =D







































































blah.... you actually scrolled down.... kekekekekeke



this driver has a good driving line but he seem to skid through the turns slowing him down




a proof that superGT actually happened in malaysia... :P malaysia boleh?













looking for something else other than cars??? :D
















well.... race queens are an essential part of every SuperGT right? sorry to those who are looking for more girls but i think this is the most decent shot i got of the ladies :D



as i've mentioned earlier, during SuperGT.... sepang invited rain to join.... and i was actually shooting under the rain.... not drizzle ya... it's RAIN!!!!


the rain was really bad... i had to hide under my poncho.... hahaha.... this car was more like skiing eh?


over all... SuperGT this year wasn't all that impressive.... it was actually nicer previously i think.... but this year.... more powerful car... :D the crowd wasn't so big either... hope it would be BETTER next year.... still i had a great time at SuperGT.... it's 1am now... time to go sleep.... good night people...

Value VS Worth

work work~
those who play warcraft--the first one, would know how that sound... :P
but i think it sounds more like "wurk wurk~"

been working and wanting to RUN off somewhere~~~~ my holiday breakaway~~~~~
wanted to buy a ticket at LCCT when i dropped off peiman for her krabi trip and follow her along... but i had to work.... haih....

breakaway from the world~~~ need some new views and different perspective in life la~~!!!

meanings in life are often derived from what we see around us thus allowing us to perceive the value of things in life... :D there was this movie... i think it was the "confession of a shopaholic" i'm a shopaholic too!!!!!! :P the main character said something, value and worth is entirely two different thing...

how much is the value of an item, a service, or an experience is worth differently to each individual... i totally agree and it has became something that made me realized more in life--i guess even romance movie has deeper meaning in life too :D

how much is a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallow on the top...? couple of ringgit? how much would you pay for it? i'm willing to pay up till two digit depending on how good it is... as it worths more to me than someone who do not enjoy chocolate in a cup. :D a warm cup of hotchocolate in genting with the strong wind against your face...

each person would quantify the worth of each item not base on the value alone...
despite how much it cost, it depends on whether if it's worthy or not...
my dad would often look for the cheapest workshop and get the job done but i would believe in the credibility of the workshop rather than the price, i believe in paying for what it's worth--good workmanship is more important.

just some random burst of thoughts that came out of my mind...
missing peiman though.... hope she's enjoying herself in krabi now... will be blogging randomly... not much pictures to post as i'm blogging from my mum's laptop rather than my own...

p/s: opportunities are given to those who appreciate it despite all the hardship it might come along with it

was hoping for to write a more elaborated post though...

Beautiful Skies

Shot this a few days back... :D
guess when is this shot... ^_^

tired from shooting the Saturdays in zouk last night... and it was Ghetto Heaven in Zouk main room... there are actually people filling up the place on a TUESDAY~

oh yes... why would the Saturdays perform on a Tuesday night eh? weird...
unfortunately, i cannot post any of the pictures up "yet"...

=P

C Club

C.Club... been to it? dine in it before?
i'm the lucky one to have been there.... the c club by carat club... located in Pavilion...
dining there isn't cheap--my food was paid... :P

some shots i took...


soup of the day.... :D happy looking bowl of soup... always like this kinda of bowl--i wouldn't spill my soup all over the white table cloth :) good tasting soup



scallops~! my fav thingie... that gives you that nice mouthful of flavor when cooked properly... this was the appetizer--i was sure appe-tizedddd.... *slurps*



salmon is one of my fav but then again... i didn't tried this dish out... T_T still wondering how good it is... *drooling...*

these are the happening things in life :P

"enjoy food as you would enjoy orgasm"

Dusk at Putrajaya

i always like dusk more than dawn... no time to post and nothing to post but random pictures... :D
no watermark either...

have fun~!

p/s: click to view full size... hope it's wallpaper material :D

F1 Begins

Friday morning... soft cooling breeze against your cheeks, the sun still hidden behind clouds.... everything still quiet... still... and no noise to be heard :D



This this how sepang looks like before the GREAT race awaiting to jump out onto you....
oh well... busy now, have to get back to work... practice session in a while...
more updates, hopefully....

F1 is coming

weee~! everyone is waiting for KL's F1.... and... well...






more to come tomorrow... maybe... :D





p/s: i'm in sepang now... :) would be spending alot of time here this weekend...

ThursdayMorns

It's 8.34am... beene up since 6am... rushed over to sepang for a briefing in which is supposed to be at 8am but i don't think it's going to happen...

well well... i kinda broke my promise of posting more updates on mraz's photo, i might just do it later in the day when i've the mood... as for now, i just feel like pouring out some of my thoughts... been really stressed over most manners in life. i even went and took some random personality test, stress test and they hit me right on the spot about whatever problems i'm actually facing right now. disappointing but it's a fact.

people live among people to sustain their social nneds of recognition and acceptance of their existence. some people say they are able to live in solitary but most of these would fail (i know there's always exception but let's talk about majority?) we need to communicate with people around us to find existence. you might disagree but imagine going to work, noone talks to you at all and only send you emails for assignments, work, or memo. No interactions at all. Normally people like this are more like outcast and they would develop some sort of low self-esteem and in worse cases, possible psychological mishaps.

We weave webs of relationship throughout our life, your colleague might just be a neightbour's primary friend in which happens to went to the same high school as your college buddy but at the same time dating one of your close university course mate who happens to be a friend of your brother back in college. complicated? yes it is... we constantly add acquaintances to our list, some important, some insignificat and some we hold dear to. these acquaintances would soon to be our friend, buddy, or perhaps lover.

is friends important in life? Of course~ they are the ones who would give you memories and grow alongside you (not physically but mentally and emotionally) lovers would come and go before you meet your so called "soulmate" but friends keep you going no matter what. it is crucial to have a happy childhood, good high school memories, and great college/university life.

when you're a child, how your parents and family members speak and behave around you would give you the first glimpse of assumed proper behaviour. before you realize, you would be acting in some ways similar to your family based on your observation. adolescence hit you and how you act would determine what kind of friends you have in highschool; believe it or not... this is the most crucial time of your life as you're being molded in different ways. if you're articulate person, most probably you would be the outspoken one; president of some clubs, admired by friends for your charisma or personality--you're the popular one and probably able to do well in class with the help of friends. if you're introvert, i guess you would be hanging out with the geeks and nerds of the class--you probably would NEVER fail any subject due to the fact that everyone around you is either studying, talking about studies or planning to have some sort of group study. People around you might not be the smartest nor stupid but because of your dedication and hardwork, you would probably be jealous of that other more popular student in your class who happen to score higher than you (he hardly listens in class and he's often enjoying life rather than studying).

I dare say that almost every year, among the hundred of thousands student taking UPSR, PMR and SPM--at least half of those who scored well are those who didn't study ALOT, go for tuitions everyday and night or giving up his social life. in fact, i think these are the students who had join the sports team, some extra-curricular or involved in some other sort of activities.

in general, those who succeed in life are those who have harnessed the wisdom and knowledge in life while maintaining the needs for other things in life. able to social, miggle and speak is one of the key essentials to succeed--of course you must have the substancec rather than being an empty shell.

ooppps... i lost my train of thoughts as suddenly everyone came rushing to me for help... helping one after another...
so i shall jjust end it here... :D

i know it looks and feels that it is lingering... but i've got to go now...

till the next update....

Jason Mraz Concert

everyone sings "i'm yours" wherever you go.... how come? because it's from jason mraz, thousands of people have basically memorized this song's lyrics... but are these the same people who would actually spend money to watch him sing with his guitar in a place that's sooo hot that you can't breath....

oppss.... forgot to apologize to your guys about disappearing again lately, would be very busy for the coming weekends. next week... i am so going for tanning services under the sun so harsh that i would probably turn into an indian--able to camouflage in the dark;only noticeable when i smile and open my eyes... after two weeks plus... finally, i'm able to blog about this outdated event....

oh yes.... look at the concert... and enjoy :D
btw, this is Jason Mraz's Concert in Stadium Negara down in KL on the 4th of March 2009


look at the crowd that showed up~! alot, isn't it?



ocean of handphones, digital cameras and other recording devices....



somehow, this guy is just taller than the rest...



all the lights centred on him...



one of my fav songs, dynamo of volition



he did shine out from the rest, didn't he?



god's light upon him... :D a gift from heaven?



he sings each of his songs with his heart & soul.... :D


i enjoyed the concert very much and of course... peiman was there too... :D not in the mosh pits but she was close enough to see him in person... she enjoyed it VERY much... :)

unfortunately, i'm not by her side to sing-a-long-with-her... :(


p/s: part 2 coming up one of these days... cross my heart and promise

Quick Shots

harlow harlow... been neglecting this little place of mine due to the pile of work i've--many sleepless nights; not studying or revising for exam ya (:

had this urge of sharing some of the photos i've shot recently... a model that captivates my attention everyday. this was shot in a rush but somehow i like what it came out to be so these four are the ones i like most--hope to get more comments from you guys


selling the necklace? no way~! it's too previous



really like the feel within this frame...



a smile that would be just plainly charming



decided to have this shot in monochrome ^^

some of you might wonder who's this model eh? she's Lim Pei Man~! hehehe... hawt~~~~ hehe ^_^
aren't I blessed?


anyway updates for you guys, i've been doing alright.... ang pao not alot but enough :) life isn't great but it's a blessing that i'm still able to blog... hmm... when are you guys buying me lunch? ^_^


p/s: not shot in a studio;just some random shots

Random Post

20th of January.... nothing much to update today.... ^^

was busy over the weekend... my birthday was 5 days ago.... celebrated quietly... my actual day was with her... but my celebration with my close buddies was on saturday night... oh well... ^^ it was just a quiet and memorable moments with those that i hold close eventhough not everyone made it to the dinner

don't know what else to say except thanks to those who have wished me... i'm another year older

i suppose this blog would eventually become my venting point and a place to post up my random shots i take around the world... that is if i'm able to travel everywhere else i want






shot in singapore ^_^ guess where is this place....

so... what are you guys doing now??? wondering if i'm dead le? keke...

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came back from dinner with mum and dad...

supposed to be a simple dinner because i missed the dinner with mummy for her 65th Birthday...

T_T sob sob... what a son eh? sob sob...
well... work came first ma...

oh well.. let's not talk about random stuff that isn't so good... here here... a picture for you guys...

its taken in clarke quay in singapore....

no kick arse big size picture but perhaps you can try clicking on it?



would try to be a little more active from time to time ya... :) forgive me a little if i'm not making you guys happy like i used to... :P

200th Post

its my 200th post and i don't have anything groundbreaking to blog about...
instead, i felt like ranting about how life has been overall...

everyone tells people around them... recession is near lo... economy bad la... this and that and every other bullshit they heard from the "next-of-kin-da-stupid-friends". things are already bad as it is and stupid people are making things worse than we can afford things to be...

work is tough, people losing jobs and etc... yet, people are getting promoted and etc around me... logic?
hundreds of thousand of unemployed graduates.... if every single major and result the degree holder has can get them a job that pays well, then i guess alot more people would be unemployed... hate it when life has been all about brain-wash... what looks good, what taste good, what's healthy, how life should be lead, how we adapt to life, everything we do and act are what the top line of people want us to be.

i've lost sense of what i would like to type out but i've so much in my mind that i don't know how to say it out. i realised i've heaps of grammar mistakes within most of my writen, spoken and typed out english. i'm sorry ya... ^^ *didn't graduate with perfect english*

some say i've a personality that would make friends, there are people who says my personality would get me girls, some say my personality would get myself heaps of enemy, some say i would be the target of everything else bad that might happen... but i would just think that i'm who i've been because of what i've been through.

work as it is, money is essential to the survival of everyday life but then again--i'm actually typing most of these sentences without even looking at the keyboard assuming that i would be good enough to get most of the words correct but in actual fact... this would sound so much like a showoff because i'm voicing out what specialty i've or wha "great things i'm doing. In reality, i'm just saying what my mind has to say... i've alot of unsolved cluters in lief that i do not know how to resolve it without hurting anyone or anbody...

what the hell am i talking about now?
OMG....
i'm going into a nervous breakdown...
really hope noone reads my blog anymore as i would have the space to blog about whatever i've going through my head.... unclejosh is dead... happilybroken is not worth talking about.... and at the end... i suppose i would have to go sleep ast the clock is having dong dong dong dong dong dong...

cynic? realist? or skeptic... which one am i?
what do you think?
i belieev i'm just being entirely stupid... that's all