200th Post

its my 200th post and i don't have anything groundbreaking to blog about...
instead, i felt like ranting about how life has been overall...

everyone tells people around them... recession is near lo... economy bad la... this and that and every other bullshit they heard from the "next-of-kin-da-stupid-friends". things are already bad as it is and stupid people are making things worse than we can afford things to be...

work is tough, people losing jobs and etc... yet, people are getting promoted and etc around me... logic?
hundreds of thousand of unemployed graduates.... if every single major and result the degree holder has can get them a job that pays well, then i guess alot more people would be unemployed... hate it when life has been all about brain-wash... what looks good, what taste good, what's healthy, how life should be lead, how we adapt to life, everything we do and act are what the top line of people want us to be.

i've lost sense of what i would like to type out but i've so much in my mind that i don't know how to say it out. i realised i've heaps of grammar mistakes within most of my writen, spoken and typed out english. i'm sorry ya... ^^ *didn't graduate with perfect english*

some say i've a personality that would make friends, there are people who says my personality would get me girls, some say my personality would get myself heaps of enemy, some say i would be the target of everything else bad that might happen... but i would just think that i'm who i've been because of what i've been through.

work as it is, money is essential to the survival of everyday life but then again--i'm actually typing most of these sentences without even looking at the keyboard assuming that i would be good enough to get most of the words correct but in actual fact... this would sound so much like a showoff because i'm voicing out what specialty i've or wha "great things i'm doing. In reality, i'm just saying what my mind has to say... i've alot of unsolved cluters in lief that i do not know how to resolve it without hurting anyone or anbody...

what the hell am i talking about now?
OMG....
i'm going into a nervous breakdown...
really hope noone reads my blog anymore as i would have the space to blog about whatever i've going through my head.... unclejosh is dead... happilybroken is not worth talking about.... and at the end... i suppose i would have to go sleep ast the clock is having dong dong dong dong dong dong...

cynic? realist? or skeptic... which one am i?
what do you think?
i belieev i'm just being entirely stupid... that's all