Anxiety

It's just some random word i thought of. In most cases, i would simply put a word that crosses my mind at the moment i am typing a title for my blog.

As of lately, i have so much free time on hand. Having a break between my work gives me way too much boredom. Too little activity to fill up all these empty space of my life.

Had a tiring morning, woke up around 9.45am but my body felt like i've only slept for an hour because it was aching all over. My mind tells me that i need more sleep but i guess i just couldn't continue sleeping as the pain was just too intense for me to stay in bed. Got myself out of bed, and then i just wander around the house in hopes to find something to do. Watched some tv but i don't quite remember what i watched because i was actually still blur. I went and made myself a hot cup of Milo and i took some "pingpong cream crackers" to go along with my Milo. *yum* a simple yet fulfilling breakfast.

Then i went downstairs to just stroll around the park and the swimming pool. Almost had the urge to just dive in and drown myself. But then again, what for? so i came back up and all of a sudden i feel really sleepy. I lay on my bed for a few minutes and before i know it, i am already snoozing away. The wierd part is that i am still aware of everything around me. I know that my nephew was watching dexter's lab in the living room, my msn had a few nudge and a three sms on my phone along with one miss call but i just don't wanna bother and continue on with my sleep. Finally, Kayden called me and i actually answered his call while in sleep. After a few minutes of the call ended, then i realised that i was sleeping while on the phone and i got myself out of bed. I've been asleep for 1 hour plus i guess but it was refreshing.

And now, i am here dazing around trying to find something to do as it is still early for me to go for basketball. Afterall, i just had my lunch of simple dishes that i made myself. Potato, steam fish and mince meat with vege.