Depression

Depressing aint it?? especially when friends made plans with you few days ahead and you make sure everything doesn't clash by rearranging everything perfectly. Hoping that you would have a blast of your life with such excellent planning for the weekend.

Hours or perhaps about 10 hours before meeting up, your friends call you up or even forgot to call you to tell you that everything is canceled. One plan by one plan cancels itself... leaving you totally empty and dead for the whole weekend, pushing aside last minute plans to give way for all these important dates you made. In the end, you would just bunk at home and bore yourself to death thinking whether did all of your friends planned all this to make us feel totally miserable and to depress us further after what we have been through lately?

Situation like this always prompts me with such wierd questions, am i really that annoying to the extent that people avoid me?