Lingering (not lingerie)

Day was passing by slowly as usual... hoping for someone to ask me out for lunch but i guess it didn't work that way. Either we find people for lunch or would plainly dine alone.

Had a thought about what happened before i sleep. Talking to someone who used to be my world was really nice. It was saddening also to see that the person has to live a tough life now. She seems to be in a slump where she left herself to be. She said love was the reason to have this life now and yet she's telling me how unimportant love is at this very point of her life. Controversial.

I had to knock some sense into her, telling her that life has always been harsh. It was purely because of the harshness of the outside world that i tried to shield her from. BUT i guess it wasn't good enough.

All i hope now is that she would be able to achieve happiness and succeed in her career. Hoping that she would have a better life than she has now.

Nothing else in the world would be able to change the facts of life anymore, perhaps a little dream i carry would help me get a better future? Still, i've changed in ways i never thought i would be able to.