Reluctance

There is totally no sense of security. The one that i really thought could understand my feelings would just simply take her exit from the very moment i need someone.

What should i do??? I made her a priority and yet i seem like an option. What is life going to be if my priorities are gone???

A simple hug, 10minutes of company, and a sign showing you care would suffice and yet none of those were given. I am really really depressed.