Thursday, August 30, 2007

thanks, for hurting me in everyway possible

sorry, for being too attentive
sorry, for being caring

sorry, for loving you so much
thanks, you have finally gotten what you want.
you've abandoned me twice and you've left me to die


thanks, for all the care
thanks, for all the love

thanks, for all the effort you put on me
thanks, for all the support you gave me


thanks, for all the sacrifice you made for me
thanks, for being there for me


thanks, for letting me see things in ways i could never see on my own
thanks, for bringing so much colors into my life


thanks, for all the joy you've brought me
thanks, for all the smiles you've given me

sorry, i can never care for you anymore
sorry, i can't love you as i am not suppose to


sorry, my support to you means nothing anymore
sorry, i have nothing else to sacrifice for you anymore;i've given you everything


sorry, i am not allowed to be there for you anymore
sorry, i can never let you see things anymore better as i am no longer there


sorry, if i've brought so much colors
sorry, if i've given you so much joy

i am sorry because i will always miss your smile; a smile given to the one you truly love

there is nothing else i can say or do but to simply allow myself to dwell on the past, weep for the lost and forever falling deeper and deeper into the abyss. our memories now are merely a past that you would not remember but to me, they are priceless possessions.

i am not angry nor am i furious. i am just disappointed and sad. if you have ever loved a person like i've. you would feel the same. and i know you don't love me.

thanks for the times we had.

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