Pursuit of Happiness

Anyone watched that movie??? Anyone understand that phrase???
Does happiness means that we odd to have money and everything else??? In the very end, all we want are to spend quality moment with people we cherish; let them be friends, family or your soulmate.

When you're of my age, and been through certain things in life; the way we view things would be entirely different. How do we define happiness? How do we define joy and bliss? Drinking alcohol? Clubbing? Chilling out with a bottle of wine? Meeting New people? The meaning of joy, happiness and bliss is so subjective.

On a friday night, everyone seems to be trying to enjoy themselves. Going out, making plans, doing something "fun" and everything else that is so called "happening" or "living life".

Do we really know how to live life?? enjoy life?? Would a quiet evening with the one you truly care, friends,family or your love one be sufficient?? Would that quiet evening turn out to be a boring night?

How do we make ourselves feel Happy? or just satisfied? Is there any Guide to Happiness?

Monks and nuns would say that living life without desires and evil thought would give you eternal bliss or some sort. True?

Anyhow, i just feel so lost and unwanted and just plainly bored. It's friday night, i had a small gathering with my highschool buddies and yet i feel like the night was somehow insufficient enough to make me feel satisfied. Wonder what's got into me, eversince certain incident dated about 2 months back; life has never been the same for me. Things are just dull-ing up, losing colors. Fortunately, there are still people in life that would light my life up with beautiful colors and splendid fireworks. Evenstill, i feel insufficient. Am i just complaining about a already complete life or am i just living my life in a state of imcompleteness?

Who am i to joke eh?? I am just too blur to even remember or understand what are the craps i just wrote above. Anyhow, i just hope i would be able to live life to the fullest with all the colors that would make life more than just satisfying.