Once Again

Once again,

heartbroken from inside,

Right after I try loving again,

My life gets turned upside;

down, losing everything i've gain,

Perhaps I was never meant to love,

I tried and tried and i fail,

Everytime i try,

I would simply fail,

The harder i try,

The harder i fall,

Once i fall; i can hardly stand again,

Simple things in life has,

Become yet another complexity;

that would ruin my life,

in every sense,

The will of my life,

the very foundation of my life uprooted,

I suppose I am not meant to be in love,

Not able to have love,

Shouldn't be given love,

Probably restricted to love,

Forbidden to think of love,

Never to feel love